User blog comment:UglyTurtle/Justice League of Equestria RolePlay Blog Part II/@comment-7562999-20141124195314

The note reads: Life is a constant struggle. Sometimes you wish that you could just give up and let yourself go. Sometimes you wish that your worries would just go away. They don't. No matter how much you pray they won't leave you. The incident the other day was mostly my fault. Though Dazzling did cause some of it, do not lay on the blame on her. I was the one stupid enough to inject myself with all my Venoms, and I should be the one to blame. The reason the Lust Elixir happened to mix itself in my body was because I was also taking the Drink of Immortality to mantain my life force. There is never a perfect system, and after a while that combination of chemicals turned into a perfect love potion solution. I tried to fight it, I truly did. I tried with every single fiber of my being, but it soon took hold of everything. My mind was dominated by one emotion, much like the how the Mane-iac's mind was dominated by madness. When I woke up I was terrified. A hot spike of guilt was buried in my gut. I felt awful, so awful in fact that I turned myself in for sexual assualt. I was later released as their wasn't enough evidence.

I can barely stay in the room with you without the feeling of guilt coming back. It will never leave my side, like a shadow. Irony is truly cruel isn't it? A creature of darkness haunted by the shadows of the past. Anyway, I have resolved that I should stop chasing impossible dreams. I went out on a date with Dazzling today. It was...nice, to say the least. Live your life Goldfin, forget about what happened. I know that I will try to. Hopefully we can still work together without this incident affecting it.

Sincerely,

Silverheart

PS: Oh, by the way. You'll find all your pillows returned. It wasn't easy as some of them had somehow been warped into a different plane of reality. I also cleaned them all, so I don't want to hear you complaining about not wanting those pillows because I tainted them. Thanks, bye.