User blog comment:UglyTurtle/Justice League of Equestria RolePlay Blog Part II/@comment-7562999-20141026074211

''Looks down at the paper. ''To himself: You can do it...just write it down....all you have to do. ''Touches the pencil to the paper. ''A dog is driven mad in a cage. Any life form, if trapped in a cage with slowly decline into a state of madness that seems unreal. I've felt it happen to myself. I was stuck in Bayne's layer for so long. It slowly tore away at my very being. Every scrap of my conscious wanted me to lay down and just die. Sitting at the bottom of that hell hole for all eternity. But I didn't. I carried on, even when my body screaming for me to stop. But I didn't. By the end, my mind had fractured, everything seemed pointless and worthless. I wanted everyone to feel my pain, the pain  of being what I was. I stole the Venom, I created a mess. I have killed many. I took all of these sins in stride. But one by one they stack up. A pony can only trudge through this veil of tears and sorrow for so long before he loses himself to the darkness the lurks in the corner of his mind. It will break him. It would break even the strongest. Still, I walk along path marked by the souls of those who I have indirectly killed. When I close my eyes they scream for mercy in my dreams. They plead to me....they want their lives back. They want me to join them....die and get what is coming to me. Sometimes I wish I could listen, but I know I have to carry on. For there is a pony I must save. A pony that will fall unless I act. I have seen it in my dreams. A pony that has taken my heart and ground it into dust. A pony I love, with all my heart. A pony named Goldfin....